Within twenty-four hours she had deteriorated enough for us to take her to an animal emergency hospital in Charlottesville. All of this was going on as we were preparing to attend our daughter, Marisa's, baby shower. We dropped Flippy off at the hospital while we went to the shower. Flippy remained stable so we brought her home with us, IV's in hand and enough meds to hopefully keep her alive while we figured out what was going on. The blood tests they ran on her were relatively normal. She made it through the night and seemed a bit better the next morning. I put her outside under a bench next to a tree and she would lift her head occasionally. I wanted her to feel the joy of the mountain air that she loved, hoping it would send some endorphins through her body and help her heal.
She gradually fell into a deeper sleep. I layed down on the ground next to her for long stretches, rubbing her back, whispering to her. She knew I was there. Then shadows swooped over us in the late afternoon sun. I looked up and three vultures were circling overhead. Go away....
What do they know?
What do they know?
If she wasn't improved by morning, we decided there was nothing more we could do. We were giving her all the meds that could possibly help, but nothing was improving her condition. We tucked her in for the night, rubbing her ears, whispering into them our love. She seemed cozy in her position, settled in for a good long sleep.
She was gone in the morning. She looked so peaceful. We cradled her and continued to tell her how much we loved her, hoping she could somehow hear. We to this day do not know what it was, other than a severe neurological condition, perhaps a brain tumor?
Flippy, little girl, we will miss you so.
Oh how she loved to cuddle
My constant companions
Haiku
Prance those little feet
Your nose lifting for your treats
Silent your steps now
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